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hi guys, F22 here. I have gotten together with my boyfriend in University and it has been going pretty well. He cares for me and will go out of his way to buy me simple treats whenever I am feeling stressed due to my workload and commitments.
Boy, he loves to have sex with me and I don’t mind his enthusiasm as I find it pretty cute and think of it as a time for bonding . His sex drive is pretty high( maybe about 3 times a week) and I try my best to accommodate him as long as I am able to finish my school tasks first.
Sometimes when we are out on a date, he would ask for a quick one and we will just get the deed done in the toilet of a mall, it’s quite thrilling and we would be often starred at by strangers outside the handicap toilet when we are leaving. I have found out that he has a folder of obscene materials stored in his phone and it consists of leaks/video of women from school and I don’t know what to feel about it…
I mean, I do understand that men have their tendencies and needs to satisfy. But I don’t really like to mentally picture my bf masturbating to other women. I have mentioned it to him casually and I have told him to record our acts together and masturbate to it instead. I even sent him multiple videos of myself dressed like a little slut while masturbating and calling for his name but he would always delete my videos and tell me to stop doing it as he doesn’t want our videos to be leaked/ hacked. Do you guys have any words of advice for me ?
I just want to feel loved by him fully and the thought of him jerking off to other women tend to upset me quite a bit