A netizen shared how he is a virgin at the age of 35 and that he has never kissed a woman before in his life.
Here is the story
I’m a 35 year old kissless virgin
Yup. I hate my life. What hurts is that I could have had it all. I was a good-looking, tall, athletic, and smart guy. But I’ve also always been very introverted with a weak, monotone voice.
I often ruminate on all the factors that made me into the person I am today: Discomfort with any kind of physical touching. Idiot parents. Health problems. Fetishes and adult videos addiction. Obsessions. Basically zero friends at the end of school. The great recession.
My family is very conservative and was taught abstinence growing up. I bought into that completely and grew up believing well into my early 20s that sleeping around was irresponsible and full of consequences. So, I think that initially played a big role…
Constant brainfog and feeling down ruined my school experience. Having a really bad varicocele that I needed to have two surgeries for in my early 20s didn’t help. Fetishes and adult videos addiction have been my prison for over 20 years.
There’s much more to explain but this isn’t the place for a memoir. There was so much potential for me to become a perfectly normal, well-adjusted person, but that didn’t happen, and I feel like it was hardly my fault.
All I’ve got is resentment, regrets, and awful, cringy memories of how things went wrong. I hate my life so much and I can’t exist like this anymore.
I’ve completely checked out of society and spend my days consuming media and playing video games.