A married woman confessed about an episode in her life where she cheated on her husband and now still feels very guilty about it.
She eventually confessed to her husband about it but he chose to let the matter rest and forgive her but she constantly still feels guilty and rather her husband hate her than forgive her so easily.
Here is the story
“I’ve been married for 4 years and never considered anyone but my husband. I am totally devoted and in love.
A year ago we both went out with some mutual friends. The night went on and he got tired but said I should stay since I never really ‘go out.’
I was excited to be outside of my comfort zone and drank too much.
I blacked out and woke up in my birthday suit in a bed with an acquaintance who is infamous for partying and her husband.
When I woke up I had 20 missed calls from my husband while the acquaintance’s husband was fondling me.
I went home and told my husband but it was hard because I couldn’t remember more than a few seconds of what had happened the night before and a vague sense that it was all a nightmare.
I felt like I didn’t even know myself. I had never wanted anything like that to happen. I wasn’t attracted to either of those people and I’m not a flirtatious person.
I hate being touched and I consider my husband to be the best thing in my life. He was not angry with me but I felt I couldn’t live with what I did.
Till date I am still feeling guilty about it and wished my husband did not forgive me so easily but at the same time I love him too much to imagine life without him.”
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