A man revealed that he used to wear his mother and grandmother’s underwear when he was a child and pretend he was turning into a girl.
Here is the story:
“I remember dressing in their clothes, and in their underwear. One time my grandmother caught me wearing her pantyhose. I was trying to hide it by covering it with the sheets.
Around 8 years old I tried on one of her underwear. Then I took it off put it in a bag and hid in inside the deepest part of her closet. Soon the bag had more underwear inside.
She had a closet full of clothes. Dresses, skirts. She would go out, I would have the place to myself, and I would dress up.
I would pretend I was turning into a girl by going under the sheets and putting on everything one by one. Like I had a split personality.
I noticed something strange, is that every time I did this my private parts would get bigger. I was a child and did not know what it was. I tucked it down into the panties as much as I could.
Then one time I noticed sticky stuff coming out of it when I was 11, that time, I stopped.
But I discovered how to “play” with myself as I got older and dressed up in my mother’s clothes and stimulated myself when I was 13 and it was one of the most exciting experiences.
I used to keep an old shirt and her underwear and sometimes I would stimulate myself.
Then I stopped for a while…
Then I had gender issues. I had a fem side, obviously, that came out; though, I tried to hide it.
I dressed up in a nightgown and panties while my grandmother was not home. My mother noticed and was mad. It was new stuff too. She told me to keep them.
Then, it wasn’t long till I started wearing panties daily, then some women’s clothing, then taking antiandrogens, then estrogen. I passed as a woman too. I wanted to look like a woman.
I de-transed (turned back into a man) later on when it was going south. But, it felt incredible.
One time I tried on some mom jeans, and saw how my figure filed out and got aroused in the dressing room. I looked like a male version of my mother.
Even though I was a fake woman, I used to attract men… and some women.
I still think about it, taking hormones again, from time to time. There was nothing else like it. Having this body that filled out the curves of women’s clothing and everything else…
I do regret what I did. I did cross boundaries I shouldn’t have crossed. Maybe I could have asked for girl’s clothing while passing in the girl clothing section or took some of my allowance and bought my own.”
Editor’s note: Your own mother and grandmother…