I’m a girl who is really concerned over my appearance, I’m always wearing makeup and dressing my best. I barely have any tshirts and only wear those to sleep.
Just an FYI , I think hickeys, bruises and scars are absolutely disgusting and ugly. Especially hickeys, I think it’s really embarrassing to show them to the public. My boyfriend however, hates me wearing anything that shows too much skin. How does he deal with it? He forces hickeys all over me forcing me to wear ugly tshirts.
I’ve told him multiple times how I hated it and we’ve got into argument over it many times as well. He would say things like ‘why do you need to wear clothes like these? Why do you need to show your skin?’ ‘And why can’t I give you hickeys? Are you afraid to let people know you have a boyfriend?’
I understand he might be insecure but this is how I’ve always been before even meeting him and I also post all over social media about us. I don’t understand why he needs to act this way.
I feel so overly controlled by him and I feel like crying everytime I look in the mirror and see all these horrendous looking hickeys everywhere. I feel like I don’t have the right to be pretty and all he wants me to be is ugly so that other people will not even turn to look at me.
Am I wrong to want to look pretty? Is disliking hickeys wrong? Am I asking for too much? So many things run through my mind everytime this happens