My M28 gf F30 is older than me, and this fact i am not able to digest.
I have been in relationship with my gf for the past 4 years, we have been living together. She loves me like hell, care for me, don’t lie etc. Basically she is everything what I wanted my partner to be like. I love her too.
Earlier i knew that she is 8 months older than me, and I was ok with it.
But a few weeks back I found out that she is 1 year and 8 months older than me. Which she told me herself, out of the blue for no reason at all.
I didn’t asked anything like this but don’t know why she wanted to tell me this.
I love her too like hell, take care of every small issue of hers. But Now I am not able to digest this fact. The thought of being with a girl older than me is making me uncomfortable.
I discussed this with her and she got angry, I bought up this topic again a few day later and she got more angrier and threatened to leave the flat.
I had to go out for a few days for an interview, I thought maybe I will take a break for few days and stay away from her maybe it will clear my mind. she got more paranoid called me and told to come right away or she is leaving.
I said I need a break for few days to clear my mind and she lost it. She moved out in anger. This thing made me more emotionally unstable, m having anxiety. The thought of loosing her is making me anxious and the thought of the age difference is making me anxious too. I m overthinking this a lot.
Now And after a few days, she started calling me crying and saying that she misses me, and loves me and she wants to move back.
But now I m at a crossroad in my mind, it’s like a bone stuck in ur throat which u not able to spit it out or swallow it.
The thought of loosing her is making me anxious and the thought of her coming back and have to live with this age difference fact m not able to digest..
Meditation is also not working
Plss plss plss tell me what to do ?