Today, I went to a prostitute. I was really nervous and excited at the same time, but in the end it was pretty boring.
I’m 24 years old virgin who have never had any experience with girls. Today I finnaly steeled my resolve to get rid of my virginity and called up a pretty good looking girl.
Everything was fine until I arrived at the place where there was another girl and a dude. She escorted me to a room, I paid, I got a shower and then we started.
During the whole session I didn’t feel anything, it was pretty weird and although I was touching her awkwardly, I just didn’t feel anything.
I was touching her body and I was like “ok, that’s it?” Unfortunately the whole atmospehere was pretty awkward and I just didn’t feel any attraction toward the girl, she looked different than the pictures.
I couldn’t even finish, so even though I paid an hour she sent me away after 40 minutes.
I thought it was supposed to be glorious, something that feels amazing and have to experience it. I guess the fantasy of it was more exciting than actually doing… I think I should stop watching adult videos because it just plagues my mind.
I don’t think I will ever ask for any girl’s service, I need emotional attachment with my partner, and my wallet will also be happier.
But in the end I’m still proud of myself for daring to do this whole thing. I feel much lighter to write this whole experience, thanks for reading it.
Netizens’ comments
- You didn’t feel anything because you had zero connection to the person you were sleeping with. And she had no connection to you. Even if you had met her at a bar, chatted her up and had a one night stand, there would be more of a connection there than this transactional encounter you had.
Now you’ve lost your virginity, you can focus on actually making a connection with a girl vs. just getting off. - There was no emotional connection, the activity itself is just whatever but it’s the connection that really makes it stand out.