Bf walked out after I said that I didn’t like the f-ing we had just had
Earlier in the day, I asked my bf if he wanted to get intimate. He said why can’t we just wait for tonight so I said okay and we continued with our day.
Later that night he came into the room and pulled my shorts and underwear off without saying anything (I was participating but he was a bit rough).
There was no foreplay and we justed f-ed straight away. We do typically have rougher sex, it just felt more rough and aggressive, not as loving as usual.
He didn’t finish but when he was done he went and cleaned up then came back and got in bed. At that point I was already crying because I was feeling very used so I got up and went and sat down outside to cool off.
He eventually came out and asked why I wasn’t laying with him. Honestly he was speaking aggressively and it’s hard for me to have conversations when I feel like the other person, esp my partner is being aggressive toward me.
I wasn’t doing very well at explaining myself and he was like I can’t believe you would think I would try to hurt you and I was trying to say that I was just telling how it made me feel but I probably wasn’t explaining myself well and I don’t think he was really listening.
He ended up saying that type of thing is how people catch charges and he doesn’t think we should see each other anymore so I just let him leave.
I realize I should have said something during but I was just thinking that I should let him finish and I would be okay. And I should have said something after but I was just upset and I don’t like having those discussions when I’m upset.
Really I just wanted him to try to understand what I was saying but he just got so defensive from the first thing I said. It’s probably for the best to just let things with him go but I do really like him