So my boyfriend and I have been dating since April this yr and it’s gonna be 6 months soon . The issue comes in after I found out that he was cheating .
So some back story on that he thought that I was cheating with a friend of mine at the beginning of the relationship but I’ve since cut that friend off. And how I know I am not in the wrong there is that I have spoken to other ppl and gotten unbiased opinions on it and I’ve been told I’m not wrong and it was a misunderstanding.
So back to the issue at hand, after he cheated he blamed it on me and said that if only he had seen proof that I hadn’t done anything wrong then non of it would have happened and then it went on that I’m too clingy and I overthink way to much and I need to trust him again but here is the thing . He says these things to me all the time and he has even blocked me a few times .
Last week I was so frustrated that I literally yelled like screamed my guts out at him over the phone and that’s normal for me . He kept telling me I was wrong and I kept screaming and the reason I was so upset is really stupid . I’d like to make it clear that I’m not demanding of him , just his time and attention but that’s all .
That day he got upset with me because I was on a call with my bestfriend since she was crying and I told him to give me a few min and I would be with him . I only took 10 minutes. He got so mad at me that he went on to game for 2 hrs and ignore me which is why I screamed my head off . When he has my attention I need to relax when I find something to do he gets upset so I was extremely frustrated coz I felt like no matter what I did I wouldn’t be enough.
Today he told me that since COD Warfare is coming out next week on mobile he isn’t gonna be talking to me and he was serious when he said it . You may wonder how I know this , well its because he has alredy got his twitch set up just for this and while I have no problems I would like him to talk to me and make some time for me instead of just expecting me to sit around all day waiting for him. I don’t feel like I was able to explain myself properly and before any of u ask I have tried gaming and I have tried to play with him I just am not good at it but I have been practicing. Maybe I am not being appreciative but I just feel like what I put in is what I should get back . Instead I’m just met with how I’m not good enough even tho I feel like I have done a lot . So reddit please don’t be to harsh on me since it’s my first time and also do explain to me where I went wrong.
Am I wrong for not appreciating my boyfriend?