Bf made me cry when we were getting rough in bed and he’s afraid he’ll hurt me if he does it again
So me (21F) and my bf (25M) have been great in the bedroom and he’s always mindful of our massive size difference when doing so (he’s really huge).
He’s really careful about not going too deep and likes to take things slower for me since he’s also much larger and thicker than average.
We slept together a couple nights ago and it ended up being way rougher than it normally is, but I absolutely loved it and was begging him for more.
He was constantly picking me up, flipping me around, and throwing me on the bed while moving me into the positions he wanted.
We did doggy at one point and he was pounding into me faster and harder than I’ve ever felt before. It was sore, but a good sore.
I became so overwhelmed by all of the pleasure happening to me at once, that I actually started crying. I’ve never done that before, so this was new to me.
He noticed I was in tears, immediately stopped what he was doing, and pulled out since he thought I was in excruciating pain.
He asked if I was okay and checked me over for any bruising or rips/tears, but he didn’t find anything.
I reassured him that everything was completely fine and told him that I enjoyed the roughness and wanted more of it, but he said he’s afraid of doing it so hard again and doesn’t want to seriously injure me.
Lately, we’ve only been slower, more intimate, which is also good, but I’ve been missing his rougher side and I want him to know that I’ll be okay if he wants to do it again.
Anytime I talk to him about it, I feel like he thinks I’m not being truthful about how much pain I was in that night.