Im terrible at writing these so forgive me. But yeah my dad just brought home some woman and I can hear them at it.
The lady he’s with is super nice and doesn’t deserve that. I kinda figured a while back that he’s just using her as a free ticket out of living less than lavishly as she’s got good money and it’s probably his and her last ticket at a ’till death’ relationship as they are hitting their 60’s.
I’m definitely gonna confront him in the morning and get a lil more info on the situation.
Even if that means he might kick me out or completely ruin our already shitty relationship. Part of me wants to just call his lady tomorrow and let her know but I know how bad that can turn out. Basically, I’m wondering if I shouldn’t say anything at all and let everything go and just deal with my own image of the man, even if that means life will end up being a bit more difficult for me in the future. No one I can talk to is up at the moment and I don’t want to bring family into this. I mean, I can’t even remember the last time I saw him with someone who wasn’t a casual fling. And I’m not trying to be judgmental or anything, I just don’t want him or her to get too attached if it’s just some quick cash grab. It’s just that he’s always been so independent and now, he’s just living off of some woman’s money.
I’m not sure if it’s a good thing or not. I mean, my dad’s never been a rich man, but he’s always been able to take care of himself. Now, he’s just using someone else’s money and it’s a little hard to watch. I mean, if this woman is truly nice and all, then that’s great. I’m just worried that she’ll fall for him harder than he’ll fall for her and that’s just not right.
Part of me feels like I should just let it be and accept it as I don’t want to be a part of my dad’s drama. But, then again, I also feel like I should reach out to her and just let her know that I’m aware of the situation and that it’s not going to be anything serious. I just want her to be aware of what my dad is doing.
Maybe that could help her make a better decision. I don’t know. It’s a tough situation. On one hand, I don’t want to interfere in my dad’s life and on the other, I don’t want her to get hurt. But, at the same time, I don’t want to be the one to create drama in our already strained relationship.
I guess I’ll just have to wait until morning and see how things go. Maybe I’ll talk to him then and try to get a better understanding of what’s going on. I’m not sure if that’s going to work, but it’s worth a try. It’s just really tough to watch someone you love and care about make bad decisions. I just hope that I can be there to help him and her out if they need it.