It all started with a few beers at the family reunion. We do this yearly at a chalet and we eat and drink alot.
We had all gotten together and I had brought a case of beer. My cousin, who I had grown up with, had also brought a few beers of her own.
We had been talking and drinking for a few hours, and the night started to get a little wild.
Before I knew it, my cousin and I had had a few too many beers. We were both feeling a bit buzzed and decided to take a walk to clear our heads. As we were walking, we started to get a little closer. We ended up in a passionate embrace and the next thing I knew, we were in bed together.
My other cousins have already gone home as they got so drunk.
I’m not sure what came over me, but I felt like I was in a trance. I knew that this was wrong, but something inside me just kept saying “do it.” I felt like I was in a dream and I just couldn’t resist. I’m not sure how long we stayed in bed together, but I know that it was long enough for me to realize what I had done.
When I woke up the next morning, I was filled with guilt and shame. I couldn’t believe that I had slept with my cousin. I knew that it was wrong and that it could have serious consequences. I was scared to think about what could happen if anyone found out.
The next few days were a blur. I was so ashamed of myself, and I just wanted to forget what had happened. I tried to stay away from my cousin, but I was too scared to tell anyone. I was ashamed to even think about what I had done.
A few weeks later, I finally mustered up the courage to talk to my cousin about what had happened. We both agreed that it was wrong, but we also agreed not to tell anyone. We both wanted to keep it a secret, and we both wanted to forget about it.
I still feel guilty about what happened. I know that I shouldn’t have done it, and I regret it every day. I also know that it was wrong and that it could have serious consequences if anyone found out. I hope that by keeping it a secret, I can eventually move on and not let it affect my relationship with my cousin.
At the end of the day, I’m not sure if it was wrong or not to sleep with my cousin after we drank too much beer. All I know is that it happened, and I can’t take it back. I’m not sure how I’m ever going to move on from it, but I know that I need to find a way to forgive myself and not let it consume me.