Do Men even like Women?
I feel like, that a lot of men don’t really like women. They never did. Like, yeah, they like intercourse but other than that, I only read so much negative things. I even had personal experiences.
I feel like an Object, an achievement. Like something you can brag about to your guy friends. Something of a guys check-list. Then I only hear guys being annoyed at their GFs or Wifes. Like the stuff they are “forced to do” and how much they were single again so their partner would “Stop annoying” them.
I worked as a waitress in a bar/restaurant. The things I have heard or seen truly shocked me at times. Either it was a guy “bringing” his GF on a “date”. I put date in quotes because the way they treated their partner at times just disgusted me.
And then there are the guys who come in for an evening out and while serving them, all I would hear at times is them complaining about their GF/Wifes. Like they didn’t choose them in the first place. Don’t get me started on the guys over 40. That’s all just “I hate my wife more than anything else in my entire life and no one can change my mind.”
If you are in the gaming community, all you hear mostly is “Go back to the kitchen” “Bring me a sandwich” “Not a game for girls” “You wanna see my D?” And other things that bring women down for the “funs”
It didn’t get better when I got a (ex)boyfriend myself. He made me feel like a damn trophy that he could put in and out of his shelf whenever he needed and would get annoyed any time I wanted to do something with him.
I recently stumbled across a tiktok with the exact same thought that were going through my mind, I sadly for got which user. And I haven’t been able to let go of it. I am scared of dating. I just want to love someone and be loved.
But I feel like, all I am is an object, an achievement, a trophy, a womb, something to brag about with the boys, a housekeeper, a replacement mommy. Anything but an equal human being that you chose to be with. It has been circling around my head for days now at end and I feel like I needed to get it of me now.
Yeah, thats it. Thanks for reading. Just needed to get this of. Have a good night.