I’m becoming a sugar baby to help my family
I already know people are going to judge me or say that I’m lying, but I just want a space to vent. What’s happening to my mom really made me realize the importance of financial independence.
My dad finally left. Me and my sister had to force him to leave this morning after we found he had choked my mother the night before. He has physically and verbally mistreated all of us for years now, and it’s finally coming to an end.
At first I was relieved to know that at least we can move on with our lives starting now, but now that I’m sitting on it…our lives just might be ruined. My mom also works, but my dad was the bread winner. I knew we were dependent on him, but now I’m really realizing how much will be in dire straits. I finally understand the weight of his words when he told us we’ll have nothing.
I’m an incoming freshman at school. We don’t even know if my father will pay for my school feesor my sister’s final year because I know he wants to make us suffer.
I’ve never had a job nor do I have any qualifications. My father wouldn’t allow me to get a job in school because he wanted me to, “Focus on my studies.”
He constantly threatened us before leaving. Telling my mom he would take the house and he “wouldn’t pay for anything”. Saying that we’re nothing without him and that he hates us.
I just got done talking with my mom. I can’t stand seeing the tears in her eyes as she tells me she has no idea what she’s going to do.
I already know what I’m prepared to do. I’ll give my body away if I have to.
I was awarded over thousands of dollars in scholarships and I was also awarded work-study. I know, that’s not enough. I know working a low pay job is not enough either. so I’ll do more.
I like to think that my first boyfriend would also be my part time employer. That’s all. You know how much money a young virgin could get if I just played my cards right?
The world is a cruel place and not everything is simple. Like I said before I know people will look down on me and judge me, but at the end of the day I’m a survivor.