i find my friends dad really hot. My friend is 3 years younger than me, and they live in the same block as us. Thats how we met.
Ive known them for about 11 years now, and I’ve always found her dad really attractive.
As I grew up, i found it difficult to deal with my emotions regarding him, because I knew it was very wrong to feel this way.
I regretted having explicit and romantic thoughts about him and everytime I saw my friend and her mom, I felt really, really bad and I felt ashamed of myself.
My friends parents are divorced now, for reasons I dont know of ( none of my business.)
I now dont feel as guilty as I used to, but I also cant stop thinking of him or feel butterflies everytime he comes to pick my friend up.
I have never felt this sort of excitement for my previous boyfriends, all whom were around my age…only him.. I’m trying so hard not to think of him or act indifferent.
But I cant. I just cant stop fantasizing about him… Help.. 🙂
NOTE: this is real. I need genuine help to get this man off my mind.