It all started when I was 15 years old. I was standing in front of the mirror, looking at my own body. I had just hit puberty, and I was feeling so self-conscious about my own body.
I was so embarrassed about my small ‘neh neh’, and it did not make things better that my classmates were mocking me for having small ‘neh neh’.
As I was standing there, I noticed that my mother had come into the room. I quickly turned away, not wanting her to see how self-conscious I was feeling.
My mother stepped closer to me, and as she did, I noticed her ‘neh neh’ were huge compared to mine, and they were perfectly round and full. I gasped in shock, and I couldn’t help but to ask her:
“Mum, how did you get such big ‘neh neh’? I am your daughter leh how come mine small yours so big?”
My mother smiled and looked away. I could tell she was embarrassed, and I didn’t want to push her too much. But I was still so curious. Finally, after a few moments of silence, she revealed the truth to me.
“I got ‘neh neh’ implants, a while ago” she said.
At first, I couldn’t believe that my own mother had gone through with something like this. Was she just like me and felt embarrassed for having small ‘neh neh’?
My mother then told me that she had gotten the implants when I was very young, so I never noticed. That made me feel a bit better, but I was still confused about a lot of things.
I asked her why she had gone through with the surgery, and she said it was because she wanted to feel confident with her body. She had always felt self-conscious about her small ‘neh neh’, and the surgery had made her feel better about herself.
Knowing this truth made me feel better and reassured that it is not me that has something wrong as it is in the family genes that our ‘neh neh’ is small.