Boyfriend broke up with me over vibrator
Lately our intimacy hasn’t been the best. We (me F 25, him M 36) haven’t really been active the last few weeks which isn’t typical for us.
We’ve been together for 2 years. He’s been stressed out from work, and it’s been an unfortunate time of the month for me.
Every time I’ve tried to get off manually, it’s impossible because either he interrupts me right as i’m close and I can’t get back in the mood, or our toddler is running around on a rampage.
Today, I decided to go purchase a self pleasure toy. I told him when he got home from work, and he told me I was selfish, and that he was done.
Went on about how he’s sorry he can’t satisfy me and that I should go marry my toy instead. that I’ve used 1 time.
I honestly thought it was harmless, but now I’m feeling a little ashamed for pleasuring myself. I figured it was a better alternative that getting it somewhere else?
Is it not normal in a long term relationship to masturbate? I’m really questioning my decision and feeling regret.