I love fantasizing about my BF sleeping with other women
It’s turns me on so much. I have so many different fantasies. Some with me being present, and some not and he’s just cheating.
My favorite is the one where’s he’s watching me hook up with another woman but he’s not allowed to do anything, but then eventually he sneaks in some touches and while she’s pleasuring me orally, they start getting nasty.
The thing is, I think if this happened in real life I’d be so hurt. I can be very insecure and jealous, although I have seen this woman he’s slept with before us flirt with him in front of me, and it made me super turned on but ALSO jealous.
In the meantime please give me ideas on how to spice up our bedroom life with this secret of mine without damaging our relationship!
And also lastly, has anyone felt this way but with time, they were able to actually share their partner? I don’t want to be jealous. I really would love to do this in real life and hope one day I could be ready for it. Any hope for me?