Recently while I was helping my parents doing housekeeping I found some documents that revealing that I’m not my parent’s child.
The bizarre thing is that my big brother is my real father.
I always find it strange that my my age gap seemed to be so wide. My brother (father) is actually 17yrs older than me and my sister is 13yrs older. I ask my “parents” before and they said that since my siblings are old enough to take care of themselves they just wanted another child to care for. I always buy that idea and didn’t suspect, until recently.
My siblings cared for me since young we had good relationship. But I was somewhat upset now knowing that my brother(father) loved me as a sister more than as a parent. He didn’t show additional concern for me as a child and acted really like a brother.
When I was young I have vague memories of this “sister” who often play with me. I remembered her as my brother’s friend. I wonder if she is my mom….
I’m already in my 20s, my sister and brother are already in their 40s. I cannot believe this was kept from me for so long..
I’m very confused now and wondered should I continue to be oblivious to the whole thing or sound it off. I was hoping it is all a misunderstand and my mind is just playing tricks. I suddenly felt so lost and not sure what to do and who to trust now.