Am I toxic if I know that my close friends and friends are lying to me and I don’t call them out about it? While I act all clueless about them lying.
I realize that the people who I hold dear, the friends which I considered super close friends that I would even suffer for them willingly.
They all do not consider me the same. While they do say stuff like ” Thanks, I owe you, if you ever need something, I will be there for you” but slowly I realize these are all empty words and promises.Â
Yet at times, I feel as though they and I are indeed close friends. But at this point, I can’t really remember how it felt anymore.
Also, do I need some sort of mental help if I get upset when someone breaks a promise to me however small it is? (I don’t say it to anyone of them but it just hurts me)
Like it can be a meal together that was canceled for no reason, could be just something they promised to do or get. Or it could even be something like a work submission.
Am I mentally screwed or something?