I organised a 7 guy “adult group acitivity” in Thailand for myself
A few years ago I lived in Thailand, essentially on a small island on a beach with a jungle backing on to it.
It would always have travellers coming through and often have short relationships and sometimes longer ones with guys that would pass through.
One morning after an all night party I found myself on the beach with 7 Israeli guys, some of them i knew well and others not so much.
I had always been a fantasy of mine to be the central piece and the object of desire by many men a the same time.
It occurred to me that this was a great opportunity to fulfill that fantasy. I proposed it to the guys and after much discussion we all decided to go for it.
There were rules like they had to wear protection, no kissing unless i initiated it. I even had a female friend come and sit in for the first hour.
Ultimately it went for hours and i fulfilled my fantasy.
After telling a few people i realised that both guys and girls would recoil in horror and shame me. So, i stopped telling people and have kept in hidden.
I’m starting to tell people now and be honest about my past.