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GIRL SECRETLY IN LOVE WITH A BAD GUY FOR 6 YEARS, SEE HIM WILL SHAKE

I feel like this is something I can’t really talk to people about, and I really need to let it out in the world. Even my closest friends, although they have some idea, they don’t really know the extent of it. I’ve been in love with a guy for almost 6 years now. I don’t know if it’s love. I wouldn’t even know what to call it. We haven’t even spent that much time together, but it was truly love at first sight (or love at first meeting at least). The little time we’ve spent together in last few years has been eclectic. I’ve never felt the way that I feel with him with anyone else.

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Now here’s where the thing gets complicated. I’ve been in a very very serious relationship for 5 years. Don’t get me wrong, I truly do love my boyfriend very very much, and I do see a future with him. We will probably get married one day. He’s perfect for me in all the right ways.

However, I can’t get the thought of the other guy out of my mind. I think of him every day, even when I don’t see him for months at a stretch. My body shakes every time I see him. I know he’s not good for me, and he’s quite manipulative but despite knowing all the bad things about him, I still can’t let him go. It’s been years, and I can’t let him go. I think it’s reciprocated from his side, and he’s expressed it subtly a few times, but he will never own up to it or have a genuine conversation and it because that’s just how he is. I am 100 percent sure he’s not right for me, but I still can’t move on from him. No matter what he does or what I hear about him. I can swear there’s something inexplainable between us. He even makes my body and mind respond in strange ways.

I love my boyfriend and know he’s the correct choice- he’s amazing too and he makes my life better by just being in it. I don’t know how to move on from the other guy- tried hating him, giving it time, tried everything but it’s been years and he still has the same effect on me.

What should I do?

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