(24F) (28M)
My crush finally admits his feelings. I slept with him, next day he tells me he misses her and that we should go back to being friends.
Days later, I’m out drinking and I send a text of my cleavage. He said it was all good, and I’m still young and should live me life.
Here is the story
I’m actually pathetic. I have never in my life done this before. I’m usually kept to myself, when I like a guy I like him from afar. I never even attempt talk to them.
He finally admits his feelings for me, after months. We go out, and I go to his place after. One thing led to another.
He was my first. I know, weird that I waited this long for someone.
I felt a connection with him, and he said the same. We talked for like 2 hours, about everything. He told me how beautiful and hot I was.
Next day, he tells me he wants to go back to being friends. He said he loved every second of it, but there was another person on his mind. Someone from his past he misses.
I felt humiliated.
A few days later, im out drinking with my girls. And I did a very dumb thing.
I texted him a photo of my cleavage and told him I wanted to do it again.
He texted me the next morning and said it was all good, then proceeds to tell me that I’m still young and I should be living my life, and what not. He then also tells me about a dream he had about the girl he misses.
It was all good on his end, he didn’t find it awkward or embarrassing but idk if he’s lying to keep me from feeling embarrassed.