To anyone that’s reading this, never hesitate to tell your loved ones/your crush that you love them because you might not know if they will still be around.
I met this guy through my friend where they were talking about relationships and that was when my friend introduced me to him. At that moment, he saw my photo and chose me over the girls that were with full-on make-up. He was so excited to meet me where we eventually met.
Although it was our first time meeting, our convo naturally flowed and I realized that he’s a nice guy to talk to. At the end, we exchanged number and after parting ways, he asked me out on the 2nd date during Christmas.
I always wanted to look for a serious r/s (have been single for all my life) and I knew that this guy would be a gem so that was when I decided to think about us more seriously. No doubt there were worries and that’s why I decided to be open about my feelings. He was so understanding, he reassured me and he told me he wanted to continue seeing me.
As I’m one that would realize my feelings slower, I didn’t realized that I actually do like him by the 3rd time we met. I know you will probably say I’m a fool for being so quick to fall in love, but now I feel more like a fool for not realizing my feelings earlier when he showed all signs of interest in me.
After the 3rd time that we met, he got busy with his work when the new year came. That was when things changed. Just over 1 night, he ended things with me although we’re still at the friends stage.
But why?
When I read that I’m not someone that he’s looking for, my heart literally sank. What about all the times when you said I was different? What about all the times where you told me about the things that you wanted to do with me?
My wound now is so raw, it hurts so freaking much as though I just been through a break up. What’s worse was that I have been dreaming about him for 3 days straight, and all of them were scenes of us being so happily together.
Every time when I wake up, I honestly wish that this was all a dream.
I have no idea why things could just change overnight like this and I just want an answer to my endless questions.
If anyone is feeling this, just know that you’re not looking for a closure. You just want another chance to change what happened, hoping that he would come back.
To anyone that’s chasing after your crush, tell them that you love them today. I know it’s scary but just take the chance while you could. You never know if someone will be gone the next day.