This happened about a few weeks ago but I have to get this off my chest. At a family gathering this year, I had ‘relations’ in bed with my cousin.
My cousin is considered a distant cousin, is a year younger than me, pretty and hot.
It all happened so fast. We have been flirting and teasing each other since our families became closer and it was hard to resist the temptation, which was stupid in hindsight. We got really carried away one evening while everyone else was watching football and before we knew it, it had happened.
Needless to say, it wasn’t the smartest thing I’ve ever done and I’m still trying to figure out what to do next. It’s complicated because our families have became so close and it could create a lot of drama if anyone found out.
So for now, all I can do is keep what happened between us a secret and try to move on.
To be honest, I really enjoyed having ‘relations’ with her.
She was really wild and willing to try and experiment a lot of new things.
However, even though I do not regret it and really want to do it again, I also want to acknowledge that what I did was wrong on moral and social grounds.
But it seems like I am developing a genuine interest for her, and she also wants to continue this messed up relationship with me.
We know our families will never approve of it so we have no choice.
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