I have no idea if I actually moved on from my ex .. after I have left him and got together with my boyfriend I still think of him everytimes. I know it’s sounds like I’m really selfish like this but I really do love my boyfriend at the same time .. and I have a child with my ex .
Even though my ex he is lazy does not want to work but In the past he always cooked for me whenever I’m hungry he would spare some time to cook for me even though he is busy with his own things and at times we even cooked together .. I know that he is not capable to raise our child as he can hardly feed himself as he does not want to work but I miss him ..
Got hand got leg don’t want work
I’m really confused in what I really wants . I really love my boyfriend too .. but I guess everything is too late to say now or even turn back . My ex wouldn’t wants me back anymore .. I’ve gave him lots of chances when I was together with him to go to work and earn money for our baby but he does not want to work and to change his bad temper but I realised there are people out there their temper is much more worst than him .. he has a good heart overall ..
if I had continue that relationship that time I guess I won’t have to face this feelings that I’m having right now .. as he that time self claimed that we have broke up at first I disagreed but then after that I agreed on it that we have broke up ..
I know he would not cheat on me and I’m sure about that .. for my boyfriend he lied to me even after I have exposed him and he still insisted that he never lied and now I have some doubt in him and he said I don’t trust him but he is a nice guy too that always pamper me.
he dote my child too .