I found my ex-girlfriends OF and now I feel like shit. Help
Me(20) and ex (19) gf of 2 years broke up a few months ago, it was hard but I’m eventually starting to get over her now.
Yesterday I was going through my social media and looked at my followers, I saw my ex still followed me. I know I shouldnt have been nosy but I decided to click on her account.
I checked her updated profile and I saw a onlyfans link and link to another profile. At this point I knew I should of went back, I’m sick to my stomach that I clicked on it and it made my heart drop.
I remember while we were going out, we always used to make jokes about her starting an onlyfans and she always used to say she was too shy and she would never do it. Obviously I understand, we are broken up and she can do whatever she wants of course but it’s still just tough to see.
I scrolled through her posts, knowing well I shouldn’t have and even came across a post of her talking about how shes still in love with her previous ex boyfriend, a guy who she told me she hated. Again everything normal just hard to see at this point. Just seeing her posting all these suggestive photos makes me sad and jealous.
It’s been 24 hours now and I can’t stop thinking about it. I know it’s stupid and we are broken up, I just feel like I read someone secret diary and now I know too much. I wish I could go back yesterday and not look at my stupid followers….
Any advice appreciated.