I’m literally freaking out right now don’t know what to do, this was like 5 minutes ago
I was in the living room couch watching “videos” and touching myself. So in my house, the kitchen, living and dining room are connected (think open plan ), and our front door is by the kitchen.
I had music blasting loudly on the tv and I didn’t hear the door open (home alone btw ). I’m not entirely sure what he saw, but luckily I managed to pull up my pants(they were pulled down mid thigh) and then greeted me and walked past me giving me a weird look, to his and my mom’s room.
I’m not sure if he saw what I was doing, and I’m mostly freaking out because I’m scared he’ll tell my mom.
For context my mom is hella strict, and two years ago, she caught me watching “videos” in my room. Well since then, every night at ten she takes my phone, iPad, controllers, keyboard and mouse, as well as switches off the Wi-Fi.
It took me a really long time to earn her trust, and make her not think I have some type of addiction, but if he tells her I’m screwed.
This’ll mean no privacy, no electronics, no money, nothing. I swear I don’t have an addiction or anything, but I’m a guy, I need to beat my meat every so often, which is obviously something my mom can’t relate to.
I feel like throwing up right now, I don’t know what to do, do I talk to him, beg him to not tell my mom. Thing is I’m not even sure of what he really saw, and I really don’t want to make things even more awkward between us (we get along just don’t really talk to each other). My mom’s on her way home and I’m panicking right now