Had an online GF for 6 years and 2 months. We haven’t met once, and I’m dying inside.
As the title suggests, I have been in an overseas relationship with the same girl for just over 6 years and 2 months. Met online when we were 13 and we haven’t left each others side since.
I love her, she’s an amazing girl … And I’m just so done with the loneliness.
I’m just so sick of the loneliness guys, this stings, and not in a “romantic despair” kind of way either.
It’s not even the stinging that bothers me, it’s the knowing that this will “continue to sting” for a ton of time and there is nothing i can do until we finally meet and eventually sort out living arrangements and do the actual planning.
I don’t feel sorry for myself. In fact I realise that this whole post reads just like i am resentful towards my partner and like I am begging for sympathy. But I don’t want any of that. I don’t blame her for any of this.
In fact she probably has it even worse than me by virtue of being a very social girl without a legitimate boyfriend. I wouldn’t even blame her for having a casual FWB at this point. If she wasn’t such a sweetheart to me I would suspect already from some signs.
All this while couples our age are kissing and doing all the things that we are missing out on. Heck the last girl I hugged was my Step Mom and she hates me compared to her actual son.
This sucks. Period. And to the 3 or perhaps 4 bored souls that end up reading this, I sincerely apologise to you for wasting your time on this self-pitying summary of my non existent love life.
Trust me I don’t think I’m the hero of this story at all.