A netizen shared how he hates his disabled sister and wishes she never existed because their parents are on edge from taking care of her.
Here is the story:
“I hate my disabled sister.
I hate her. I despise her. I wish she was never born and I wish she never existed.
She is unable to communicate in any meaningful way other than scream. She has always been like this and she is now 26 years old.
I hate that she looks like me, I hate that because of her my parents and my relationship will never be good or heal.
I hate that my childhood was filled with the fear of my dad snapping at the drop of a pin because he struggled with my sister day after day, alone, with little help.
I hate that my mom enabled and excused his behavior because “he was trying his best”. His best was punching walls through doors when my sister spilled a glass of juice. His best was lifting me by my throat against the wall when i accidentally knocked her over one time on a swing.
I was 7, I was on a down swing and she walked in front of me.
I hate that my parents tried to make up for it by throwing money at me. My mom worked hard and i appreciated her help when she gave it but it always felt like a way to just try and shut me up when i had a problem.
I hate that my dad seemed to spend more time making sure my friends had fun than me.
I hate that i am 29 and this is the first time i have been able to express my feelings without being ridiculed.”
Editor’s note: Well, I hate that you’re hating your sister for something that is completely out of her control. I hate that you’re directing your hate at an innocent person.