I broke my mum’s new(ish) TV out of anger and I regret it
So a bit of backstory:
My mum sometimes gets very mad at me out of the blue for seemingly no reason (eg, saying I’m an embarrassment to the family, that I fake being nice to people, I don’t deserve friends and I deserve every ounce of hate I receive, to name a few), and these tend to happen when she just isn’t in a good mood (I do nothing to provoke her).
Compared to everyone else my age, I’m extremely well behaved, polite, get good grades (Tippically B-A+), don’t drink, smoke or any of that and I always make sure to put others above myself (mostly because of my self esteem), so I’m not sure why she does it.
The main point (FYI, it all happened today):
Well today she was doing it again, and as a reaction (when she left the room) I hit her TV (about 7-8 months old) with the corner of my phone. I didn’t see any damage (as it was turned off) so I assumed It didn’t do any harm.
Later, she went to turn it on and half of the screen was black and covered with cracks and coloured lines. She seemed devastated and quite bummed out about it (obviously) but didn’t go to blame me. Obviously I knew it was me that did it, but I didn’t have the heart to tell her.
And to put salt in the wound, shortly after arguing with me for a while, she apologised to me and admitted she was in the wrong (for the first time ever).
Was I in the wrong, or did she have it coming? Any tips on what I could do to apologise would also be appreciated.