Existential crisis over my height
As a 30-year-old 170cm guy, sometimes I cant help it but feel some sort of existential crisis whenever I see people posting about their height.
The problem is further exacerbated by the fact that I have been evergreen since the day I was born, meaning that I might never ever get a girlfriend in this life.
I am not young anymore by the way.
I have only 1 simple request, the girl should be around (155cm to 165cm) so that I can feel taller without looking at our relative reflections. Yes, people may judge me for being shallow but I have even tried my luck wooing taller ladies, but no chance at all, so I simply lowered my expectations.
Another thing is girls my age or born in my era are mostly taken or married, so I have no other alternatives other than going for older ones (Against the norm) or younger ones. Yet for the latter, most of them are above 170cm since they have access to better nutrition and fast food since young, so chances of success are nonexistent since they will consider better options out there.
Also, most of the young ladies I observe out there (visually) from some distance, do not have the height in my comfortable zone. I would say my eye level is not sufficiently high to feel signifcantly taller, since my eyes are at most abit taller than theirs. You just cant feel that “height difference shiokness” that the taller guys have relative to shorter girls. It is really that unfair and I need to be able to feel that difference ( At least 5cm more) in order to get romantically/ sexually attracted to the gal ( I really dont know if it is just me)…
Now that my parents are not young anymore, I really wish to settle down soon and start my own family. The thing is, the market out there is really bad as explained by the above factors.
Another phenomenon is that most of my peers are married/ attached. Coincidentally, most of them are at least mid 175 to 190cm and due to my small social circle, I dont have any shorter friends to disprove my assumption.
Will I be doomed to eternal loneliness like Voyager 1? The problem now is I want a partner that can give me that kind of attraction which is possible only in that height range, of course, character also matters but now, availability is the problem…. There are not enough shorter girls out there.