My girlfriend pointed a weapon at me during an argument and i can’t stop thinking about it
I’ve been with her for nearly 4 years and despite all the arguments we’ve had, there was never a single violent moment, thats probably why i was so shocked when she did it.
Ive been having trouble sleeping and whenever i see her, i basically freeze up. She has apologized and i told her i forgive her of which i do, i really love her but i dont know, maybe im just overthinking but what if next time, she dosent hesitate.
I know social media really isnt the right place to say this but i know if i tell my mum, she’ll tell me to leave her and i dont want that to happen. Sorry if this wasnt worded properly, my hands are shaking and i cant think straight.
Let me clarify things, i actually want to still be with her and i dont plan on leaving. She’s a really beautiful soul who has helped me through so much including the traumatic experiences with my dad.
She was with me all the step of the way through therapy and she helped me heal. She’s literally my source of happiness.
I should have started of by saying this, maybe it would change your opinion. Plus, the majority of comments are from men telling me to leave but the women have different opinions. I feel this is just a rough patch that most couples go through.
Its my first and only relationship so im not really experienced, but i feel the women here would be in a better position to tell me the next step to take since they’ve probably been in my girlfriend’s shoes at least once. No disrespect to my fellow men, you all are great too.
edit: My girlfriend just saw the post and she texted me asking if it was me, i’m going over to her place now and we are going to work things out. Im not giving up on her just yet. Ill make an update in about an hour when we are done working things out
Thank you all for the support and encouragement. I actually felt better putting this out there.