I’m sleeping with my husband’s mistress’s husband and it feels like a small win for me every time
I (f40) met my husband (M45) 10 years ago and I loved him our entire marriage. We have 3 children together. All under 5.
I found out a year ago that my husband is sleeping with his colleague (f30). I can’t describe the pain I felt (feel) but you can see it in my eyes sometimes. I felt ugly undesirable and stupid.
I got obsessed with the colleague and I found out who her husband (m35) was. I actually knew him from mutual friends. I contacted him and told him everything about our spouses. After a week’s texting we both knew without talking about it what we wanted.
Revenge is just the best kind there is or maybe this man is just a god. We decided we liked each other and wanted to continue. We meet at least once a week and I wish I could see him more but we both know it is unwise.
We decided that since we had each other, it doesn’t matter what our spouses did. They’re forgiven. I don’t want my children to grow up in two homes and he knows a divorce would be too costly for him.
I watched tv with my husband beside me while smiling inside that I knew what kind of a dirty liar he is and I am for that matter and I love it
Please spare me the “you are as bad tho” because actually I’m not.
Update: Look guys thank you for caring, asking me to update when all of this “blows up in my face” how considerate of you. I guess if it all blows up in my face and my husband leaves me, my bf and I can finally pursue a relationship together, no worries there