Im 20 and I hate my body so much. I spend so many nights crying over how my natural body features are just so unattractive. I have small boobs (Im like a 34B).
Barely any cleavage if at all. Cant wear certain shirts. Cant wear certain bathing suits or else I just look stupid. I have hip dips and basically no waist so my frame is pretty narrow.
Hate that I don’t have an hourglass figure and that I look so slender. The only desirable parts of my body are that I’m fit since I played sports year-round for 12 years and I have a bigger than average backside.
Everything that I don’t have is what’s seen as most desirable and what signifies “fertility” biologically so I’m pretty screwed as I’m lacking in all the physical areas that matter most. And I’ve always wanted kids so it’s a disappointment to know guys internally think I’m unfit to be a mother.
I’m tired of living this way and I’m seriously thinking of taking out a loan so I can get breast implants and hip injections to widen my frame.
I just want to be pretty and to be desired. I don’t want to be settled for and just want someone to find me genuinely physically attractive without thinking I would look better with whatever biologically desirable feature they see I’m lacking. I hate living like this.
Should I take the loan and do it?