Why does my boyfriend going out make me feel so horrible?
I completely and utterly hate this feeling. When your stomach just drops and everything feels completely still. I don’t even know why i feel like this?
Whenever my boyfriend says he’s got a party on or he’s out at one i just get that horrible gut wrenching feeling?
He has never given me any reason to not trust him which is what i’m confused about? Why cant i just be happy for him?
I don’t know if i’m insecure or if i’ve been hurt in the past or if i’m just a jealous and controlling freak but i can’t stand this feeling.
I try telling myself that ive got absolutely nothing to worry about but no matter what i tell myself i cant shake this feeling.
I love my boyfriend to utter bits and i don’t know if this is something i should breakup with him over so i can work on this and not drag him into this miserable hole with