A guy shared a story of how he is almost going to be 30 years old this year but still spends most of his time wasting his life away.
He mentions that he does not have a job and have been jobless for the longest time and he stays up late into the wee hours all day just playing video games and watching adult videos from the web camera with whatever amount of money he can get his hands on.
Here is the story
“Before I start my story, I would just like to say that I was once in a much better state then what you are about to hear.
I held a decent job with a decent salary until the pandemic caused me to lose my job.
I tried months after months looking for a job but have not always been lucky in my job searches.
This inevitably caused me to feel demoralised and lose myself.
Right now as we step into the year 2022, I am almost thirty and I live with my parents.
I still don’t have a job and I spend each day playing video games. I stay up until like 4AM watching cam girls and I spend what money I do get on them.
I constantly complain about how life is unfair and about how beautiful women never give me a chance. I woke up today and the realisation just finally hit me that I’m a mess.
I have good loving parents. Where did I go wrong? I hate that I’m so bitter and jaded towards women. If I’m being honest with myself why would they want to date me?
I hate that I wake up in the afternoon and start playing video games. I get anxiety towards night time because I know I won’t get any sleep.
I can’t miss my favorite cam girls. They keep me spending and keep me up all night. I know it’s my fault that my life is a wreck.”
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