My fiance asks my permission before jerking off, and I’m apparently very into it.
It happens occasionally. I feel a little bad for being turned on by it, because I know why he asks. His longest relationship besides me wasn’t great, and his girlfriend got mad at him for jacking it instead of sleeping with her.
I tell him every single time that he doesn’t have to ask my permission, but I can’t help but find it adorable, endearing, and very arousing.
I feel bad because he asks so earnestly, but it’s also BECAUSE he asks so earnestly that it’s as hot as it is.
I may be ruining my own fun, here, but I think it’s more important for him to feel comfortable with me than to get my rocks off being turned on by something that I didn’t even know I liked in the first place.
But yeah, he asks my permission to get off, and my heart does little backflips. He lets me watch, and I usually get a mouthful of come out of it, so like, no downsides at all.
Eventually it’s gonna get through to him that I will NEVER get upset at him for satisfying his own needs, and then maybe I’ll tell him I find it arousing and we can play with it more, but I’m gonna keep enforcing that he doesn’t have to ask, no matter how much I enjoy it.
I feel like an a-hole for liking it, but whatever. For now it’s enjoyable.