There was always someone special in my life that I admired from a distance, though I was too shy to ever make a move.
Buys a present yearly for her but don’t dare to give and confess to her
Despite that, every year on her birthday I still managed to buy a present for her. I had been doing this for several years now, and I never dared to give it to her or confess my feelings.
It started when I first saw her in class. I was immediately drawn to her and felt like I had known her for a long time.
I started to pay attention to her more and more, and eventually I decided to do something special for her on her birthday.
I was too afraid to approach her, so I figured buying her a present would be a good way to show my admiration.
Year after year, I picked out a present that I thought she would like. I usually went for something small and meaningful, like a book, make up, or a beautiful piece of jewelry.
That way, even if she never found out that it was from me, she would still appreciate the gift.
I was so nervous each year when I bought the present, and I would always make sure to buy it a few days before her birthday so I could wrap it up nicely.
I would spend hours imagining what it would be like to give her the present and confess my feelings. But each year, I just couldn’t work up the courage to give it to her.
Eventually became friends but still don’t dare to confess
I eventually got to know her a bit better and we became friends, which made it even harder for me to give her the present.
I felt like it would make our relationship awkward if I suddenly revealed my feelings, so I decided not to tell her.
But, I still look forward to buying her a present each year and I still haven’t been able to give it to her.
I don’t know if I ever will but right now I am contented being like this.