(First I just want to acknowledge that in the grand scheme of things, this is a far better problem to have than so many people have here and I realize I’m lucky in that sense, but I still just need to vent.)
I’m a guy and I think I give up on being with women. I’m throwing in the towel. The reason is simply because I have a small manhood, I mean really small. I realize I’m far from the first guy to have this problem or to vent about it, I know that because I’ve read their posts and seen people trying to make them feel better, but the problem is their encouragements just don’t ring true to me.
I get it, girls don’t need guys with a huge peepee to come, the most sensitive areas are just a few inches in, it’s how you use it, you can also do oral and use fingers and toys, etc. But the fact is, most girls like the feeling of, well, being filled, and I can’t come close to that. Moreover, part of intimacy is that attraction to the other person, it’s like how you eat with your eyes before you eat with your mouth when it comes to food. Well, I have nothing on my plate and can’t expect a girl to be attracted to down there.
I also understand that there is more to life, but intimacy is part of life. Here’s the thing, if I really like a girl, I want the best for her. I don’t want her to have to “settle” in such a huge way for me. I don’t to feel like she could do better in this big aspect of life and she has to sacrifice just because she likes me.
So I’ve been in relationships. I’ve been dumped because of this, and I’ve had the other end with the girl soldiers on and “settles” for me but I feel too guilty to continue. And I’m just snapping. I give up. I don’t feel like a man. I’ve started to explore feminization and cuckold fetishes simply because I feel like at least then this massive failure might be a good thing? I know I’m not making sense but basically I hate that I love women but feel like I’m not equipped, literally, to be a fully satisfying partner.