I [m29] was secretly a cam boy for 10+ years without any of my friends or family knowing
I started the day after I turned 18 and continued for a bit more than 10 years. I perceived it first as a community of people who do explicit stuff in front of each other.
I found it exciting and the interest in me and the people coming into my stream and interacting was what got me hooked.
Over time I got into more extreme things to attract a bigger audience. I got bigger toys, deeper insertions, fisting and other weird things for the shows.
I did all of that while studying and also later when I took on a teaching job at the university. I lived a double life in constant fear of being found out, but when I came home I often went immediately in front of the cam and stayed until late into the night.
When I had less time to spent on camming I started uploading picture sets and videos to several adult pages. My profile on PH made it to 3.5 million views before I closed it.