How do I be nicer to my GF? Sometimes I find, when I’m under a lot of stress from work, I say very mean things to my GF.
Looking back, I’m unfairly taking it out on her but at those moments, I just couldn’t help it. I’m able to hold back sometimes but others, I can’t. I know myself best and since I was young,
I’m a naturally cruel person with mean thoughts. Everyone feels like an angel in comparison to me. I suppress and never reveal this – never snapped around friends and workers, but when someone is really close like family or partner, I get too comfortable and my filter fails.
I hate this about myself and I hate hurting my GF. In our 2 years of relationship, I’ve done this to her maybe 3 times and regretted it each time. How can I help myself become a kinder person from the bottom of my heart? I worry I’m doomed that I should never let anyone close with my nature.