I wish people wouldn’t judge me so harshly for my job
I’m 35 years old and I’m a cleaner, I have ADD, autism and learning difficulties which makes everything ten times harder for me
so I didn’t do well in school, so cleaning was the only option for me, my only problem with my job is the shit I get from people friends even my own family
I just had a family reunion and I overheard my aunts telling my mom it’s OK to be disappointed in me, I lost most of my friends when I told them.
now I’m down to 3 friends who are not bothered by my job.
today my cousin told his kids to study and used me as an example of why it’s important.
I cried so much because of this, I feel so worthless and alone. iv even considered quitting because of this, the worst part is I actually really like the job, it gets me out the house, it’s satisfying to do and I have no boss or manager breathing down my neck
it’s low stress and when the work is done, that’s it, no phone calls, emails after, it’s great.
I consider it the best match for me which makes me feel worse
I really needed to get this off my chest