My kid broke our expensive tv and I want to cry of anger
I loved that tv. It cost a lot. It was a great tv. I had just been playing some games on it. I hadn’t even turned of my ps4. I had just put it on sleeping mode so I could put the kids to bed.
She got hold of a heavy toy. Smashed it on the tv. The screen is now broken. I am so angry. I want to scream but I can’t. She is just 2 years old. Doesn’t know better. I feel so sad.
I know it’s silly for other people. It’s just a tv. But that tv was comfort for me. I have no friends. I have no hobbies aside from the gym but with how the fitness world works today the gym mostly feels like a mental torment and a constant reminder that I don’t look good enough and reminder that if I enjoy food too much I will just gain weight so I don’t enjoy it that much. I do it because I have to.
That tv was my peace of mind when the kids finally went to bed. It was my friend in the evening when I didn’t have anyone to talk to. It meant something to me.
And now it’s gone and we don’t have the money to get a new one. I hate this so much but I can’t get angry. I can just feel sad.
Netizens’ comments
- Hey, check with your those 2nd hand donation groups on Facebook. You can post that you’re looking for a tv, and someone might have one for you
- Do cry of anger. Scream into a pillow. Stomp with your feet. It’s OKAY to feel the way you’re feeling right now.
You did a great job not projecting this anger onto your kid! Now allow yourself to feel it all. Do not suppress it. You lost something you loved. It’s okay to grief!
Be super kind and gentle with yourself while you’re going through this. Be patient and compassionate. You will get through this and you will find a solution.
For now take care of your feelings, once your mind is calmer you will find a way.
Sending much love your way!