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NSF ENLISTED IN NS FOR 8 MONTHS, THEN “BURNT OUT & NEED A VACATION”

Burnt out and need a bloody vacation

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Little info about myself, this month marks my 8 months since enlisting. I’m currently less than a month away from finishing my SCS course and passing out as 3rd sergeant.

As the title suggests I am so burnt out and in desperate need of time off. Dont get me wrong NS hasnt been all that bad.

Only reason I have pushed through crappy outfields, boring lessons, never-ending live firings only because of the section mates I was blessed with

But I am so burnt out. Waking up everyday without purpose and motivation knowing that I still have a year and a half left of this hell has led me to feel extremely burnt out.

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I indicated interest in SCS because I want to eventually want to come back to tekong and make difference and help new recruits.

But I have realised that 3rd sergeants are given zero support and platform to do this. Thus i am beginning to lose motivation and interest.

Lately my burnout has gotten worse and evidence of this is I keep forgetting stuff at home/in bunk, messing up things I usually would never mess up.

I am clearly mentally exhausted and need a break. When I bookout, I am so exhausted I just wanna sleep and be alone.

I am so easily irritated and losing interest in things I once considered as my hobbies. I hate who I’m becoming.

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