It’s been half a year since we broke up, but I can’t really find closure. At times, I thought I have moved on, I was happy to finally get you off my chest.
But then one day, I found your sweater in my closet (which I purposely did not return to you), and I turned my aircon temperature down just so I could put it on. It felt like you were holding me again, and all of a sudden, I was back to last December again. I know all the reasons for the break. I know feelings are no longer mutual, and that you no longer feel what I feel. Despite all that, I can’t move on.
If only I could turn back time to when we first met, when things were still new and fresh, and you still believed in me, I would change the way I carried myself. I wouldn’t get angry at you so often, and I would always remind you how much I value you.
But I know these are things ppl say when they no longer can do anything and regret the times they could still do something, and I’ve only realized now that whatever I was worrying about didn’t matter. You were what mattered most to me.
Here are what netizens think:
- Well realistically this is prob one of the many breakups you will experienced in your life before you find the one. Half a year of mourning is enough. Pls learn from past mistakes and move on. Life is a journey of experiences, self discovery and learning. No point dwelling on past mistakes, putting your head down and missing the best scenery ahead.
- Take time to grief for the loss. Learn something from the past. Live your present mindfully, be a better person than you were yesterday. Have faith that you will be a better partner in the future.
- i hope you will be happy.