I’m just gonna start off by saying that under normal circumstances I wouldn’t have ever been this stupid. I was dumped from a first serious relationship recently, though there was the hope of getting back together after she wanted to meet up, turns out she just wanted to tell me I was friend-zoned and that she was looking for hookups on tinder cause I never gave it to her. Yes I’m still a V. So I have all of that on top of the normal school stress.
Today a girl I had messaged in the past and had seen posting on my schools social media pages messaged me. We had both posted on our school’s page. She messaged me saying hey cutie and stuff like that. Asked me where I was staying. I told her. She said she lives in the same area. I told her my address.
Eventually she gets to it. She wants a hookup. A paid one. I as a depressed dumbass agreed. She said it was 50 for a bj. I was hesitant at first but she was able to describe her hall pretty accurately. I told her I wanted to meet her in the lounge before I paid. She said that was a waste of her time for such a low price and didn’t feel safe doing that. She asked that I send a 25 dollar safety fee. I do. And then as you all know, I was blocked.
At first I thought she is scammer, but she turned up and there goes my first time.
I’m so scared and nervous. Not only have I proven without a shadow of a doubt that I’m a total idiot, but now there’s potentially someone on campus laughing at me for it too. I hate myself so much. I’ve never done something so stupid in my life.
I’m shaking now.