I was lie to from day one about who they are how they think and what they feel it got worse as time progressed and by five months I was told he loved me but things seem too good to be true I asked him if there was anything I should know about because some of his things he said didn’t match up he said I was being paranoid.
One night he left some criminating evidence out and I saw it and from that point on I was the bad person it was my fault because I saw the incriminating evidence forget about the part where I warned him please be honest please don’t hurt me my heart still messed up from my last relationship let’s just take things slow. He told me all this stuff about his ex-wife stupid me I believed him.
Well turns out everything he told me that his ex-wife did she had a reason to do it because he did all those things he hired hookers he chased after girls half his age he joined every dating hook up site there was he send money to young girls he had S with other women “chickens” with no protection on and then he wondered why his wife wouldn’t want to do it with him.
Now the fed up thing is the few friends that he has he tells them the crazy ex girlfriend just like his crazy “chickens” dating or trying to hook up with 30-year-old girls have his age he lies and cheats and steals but his supposedly real friends don’t even know who he really is.
He cannot understand how come I am upset because he doesn’t admit that him lying to me for 18 months until I found proof how this isn’t my fault me being hurt and devastated and broken isn’t his fault the lying and cheating and the stealing that he does none of that is his fault everything is my fault I fing don’t get it how do you lie to someone and in the same breath tell them that you love them.
How do you go f your ex-girlfriend and then come over to your house and f your new girlfriend without protection on. Then I wondered why when he came home from the doctor saying he didn’t have any sexual diseases I am thinking or why would he were only one sleeping with each other well it made sense once I found the incriminating evidence.
If the format sucks I apologize if the spelling is messed up I apologize I’m really upset right now and I’m dictating to my phone and I’m ready to I don’t even know I I just want revenge so bad and I know life lived well is good revenge but right now that is not gonna make me happy I wanna f-ing rip out every hair he has left on his head I want to show up where he’s going to be tonight and tell his but he calls his real friends who really don’t know who the hell he is everything about him but it will just make me look worse because as far as they’re concerned he walks on water.