I [36M] dated someone [34F] for 8 months, and she blocked me after texting that this was the happiest she’s ever been in a relationship.
We met on a dating app on Feb 2022. Talked for a month. Met for drinks. Hit it off. Started seeing each other regularly.
Fast forward 8 months, to October/November. We go on a great fancy dinner date. We had a lot of fun.
I get sick and can’t see her for 2 weeks. At the end of my sickness, I text and ask when she is free.
She responds “I’m glad you’re feeling better! This is really hard for me to send, you made me the happiest I’ve ever been in a relationship. This was the best relationship of my life, but our schedules are intense. You’re a great person and I love you. But let’s call it.”
She then blocked me.
It’s been 2-3 months. I’m still blocked on everything and I’m in the worst time of my life.
I haven’t been able to move on. I think about her everyday. Mutual friends have told me she is not dating and just sitting at home, upset.
I want to break no contact by writing her a letter, or knocking on her door.
I know that is a bad idea, but I don’t know what else to do. I want to respect her boundaries, but I’m beside myself.
Any advice on how to let it go? Or what to do?