I don’t want my son anymore
I know that’s supposed to be wrong, but I just don’t want him. His dad started cheating on me right before I gave birth.
I didn’t find out until our kid turned 3.
I was stupid and financially supported a broke man for a decade. I was convinced that my anxiety was just making me extra paranoid. I took several meds trying to make the feeling go away.
Last year was when I confirmed my husband was cheating on me. A couple months ago was when I found out about the STD he gave me (was an STD docs don’t normally test for).
Last week, I found out he started cheating on me while I was pregnant and continued to until I caught him.
I can’t even look at our son. Every time I look at our kid, I just see their father. The feeling of hate and resentment overtakes me. And I feel so horrible about it.
Netizens’ comments
- Can you stay with your parents or relatives for a while? Stay with the son, but let a loving relative help you and the kid while you recover.
- As a child from a mom who did not want him, please seek help for this issue, you have no idea what this does to a child long term.